对，决定用一下blogspot，所以，这里就暂时会被吊空。

欢迎大家到http://homegirlcnt.blogspot.com/.谢谢。

忙 ~  不知从何时起，我已经懒得去安排时间。总是把事情拖。。。拖晚了，就得赶，所以忙，真活该。最近忙养两个孩子。忙赚钱。母亲病了，所以，一向是败家女的我，需要学习处理家务。忙佛学会的英文补习，进修班的功课。还有其他琐碎的事，可是，都因为自律不够，所以把自己弄得酱忙。。。年头说要学好钢琴，还有其他乐器的事看来自己得给自己开个罚单。。。还有，今年内要学会游泳。。。哇。。。我未免太贪心了。。。

茫 ~  对未来的茫然，几时该定下来？换工作/行业？创业？虽然，身边长辈也给了很多劝告，可是，我还是犹豫不决。。。

盲 ~  盲目的上网。。。还不是自己自律不好。。。

芒 ~  如何能在这事业上放光芒？希望还有这机会。。。

这就是我 。。。庸人自扰的我 ~  -_-"

那天朋友借了一本“说姓解名”给我看。发觉他所解的意思还蛮准确，所以跟各位分享一下我的名字的意义。 我的名字原来和我想象中的意思是两回事。

莊~    乃指丛草茂盛之狀而言.
    生命力強,柔軟度好,韌性足,任人踐踏永不低頭. （有时我还蛮能忍得）
    聰明,耿直,清高,有原則,心地善良,精力充沛,有主見. （我好像没那么精力充沛，人家都说我的样子看起来像死尸）
    人生難免有些缺失或遺憾. （难免的啦）
    重感情,具感性的一面,個性開放不拘泥.
    行事結果好壞各走極端,不易扭改變.

念~    不斷加以思考,或久蘊于心之思慮,五行屬火.
    穩重有原則,遇事以不變應萬變,臨危不亂,先安內後攮外,會照顧自己及家人,善保密,心中有不為,好權勢,人際關係廣而潛.
    想法不隨俗,經常永不同的角度去看事情.易怒易解,經常因賭氣而做或堅持一些無意義的事. （这个我赞同）

慈~    指長者全心全意愛護幼小而言.五行屬火.
    聰明,點子多,好爭論,好權勢,喜逢迎,易上當,好高騖遠,的理不饒人. （简称三八）
    剛烈,又火爆,易怒易解. （不要惹我！）
    人生經常有瑣碎細雜之事煩人,不理由不行,自認為嘗盡世間所有的苦,經常因賭氣而做或堅持一些無意義的事.
    潛意識里,將簡單的事情複雜化,易鑽牛角尖,人生有所曲折和不順. （对，我的牛角越钻越深）
    一般腸胃機能較差. （对，常常消化不良）

朋友帮我算的。准确度有90%哦！大家有兴趣的话可以浏览 http://fortune-relationships.blogspot.com/

翼宿

星座的意义：

在十二宫中，翼宿属狮子一足，女宫三足。此星座为巨蟹座。

那天放工回家看到妈妈无力的躺在厅要求我带她去看医生，突然发觉自己有多么的无助，不孝。带了妈妈去看病后，又没能好好的照顾妈妈，唉！希望妈妈早日康复。。。健健康康
加上跟了我四年的电脑离开我了。。。 让我的无奈和忧伤更添加不少。不过，也感恩兄弟姐妹的关心及帮忙，起码现在暂时我还有台电脑用。。。
平常心，感恩心。。。 学习学习。。。事时候想想自己能在父母在生的时候好好孝敬他们。

I wrote a short note bout the "suey" incidents that was happening to me at FB. Just wanna update MySpace too (just cut & paste). So, this is my series of "suey" incidents.
Well, long story cut short.

1) I was having slight fever & flu few days before I need to drive back to Penang & also on my way back to KL. (That's makes my driving journey extra "fun" !!!) -_-"

2) First day of CNY kena marah from a relative which I still dont get it. That relative are the ones that mempersiasueykan dirisendiri, so I dont feel like elaborating it. (What a new year to start with!)

3) My Vios got knock infront by a careless motorcycle, which I didnt manage to get the motorcyle's plate number. Coz I wasnt there when he knock it, only a neighbour saw it. (Sigh, I can see the money spreading its wings)

4) CNY Bai Tin Gong Day, My Datsun got knock infront also, due to my careless parking, I knock on a Pajero, so, nothing happen to the Pajero but my Datsun front there got peeled off. (There goes my Datsun paint job :-S)

5) 10th Jan, when I was having my afternoon nap, kena wake up to argue with my neighbour bcoz of parking issue. Then, some more want to threaten me that he took picture of how I parked the car n was touching his car. So, now have to wait n see if he is going to lodge a police report or what. Sudah say sorry n admit my bad some more got scolding from him say I kurang ajar, n say he will beat me up if I was not a female. (U say good or not? )

Oh, also my aunt help me to see my forecast for this year, seems like its really a year that is challenging for my level of patience. Have to be patience when having arguments, not to be greedy with money, be extra careful when driving to avoid car accidents. 总之~安分守己！ Well, its never too much to be extracareful though~
 
~Patience, I need~

最近心情蛮懒散，有许多东西要收拾，安排，可是好像对电脑上网上瘾了。唉，是时候对自己有纪律点了吧！2009年有好多事情要办，例如：从新学回钢琴，喇叭还有吉他，此外，还有学会的一些事务。所以，真的要把自己以前的纪律统统搬出来用！当然还要找跟多的钱咯。看来会是一个非常忙碌的一年吧。时间无多啦。。。

今天正式踏入我的26岁生涯。感谢亲友给我的祝福。今天是我的生日也在佛教里被称为“母难日”。26年前母亲千辛万苦的生我出来，直到现在把我养到这么大了。所以，我一直认为生日是要留给在我生命中很重要的双亲。因此，我极少会跟朋友庆祝。请大家见谅。26岁的生涯里算是经历了一些人生的沧桑了。也该开始认真的规划自己未来人生的路要怎么走。My future is so bright that I need to wear shades! Only the fearless will be GREAT! 放下从前种种的悲伤和失败再和未来挑战。需要在加强自己的自信心！这也是我今年的宗旨。加油！加油！

还有十多天就踏入2009年了。2008年也算有个了结了吧。今年应该苦的感受比较多，所以，学习的东西比较多，那自己的成长也可算比较多。不过，也让我体会到其实我一直都存有太多的我执。所以，我希望新的一年里我可以减少它或控制它。让自己自在些。“看破，放下”应该会是我明年的宗旨吧！其他的详细的目标就有待台湾之旅后再打算吧！

So, here I am almost finishing my 25 years of life... going to proceed to my 26 years of life. I guess at this point of life it should be the time where I should be having lots of dream n energy trying to fulfill those crazy dreams. But instead, I'm still wandering about my dreams. What are the things I want to achieve in Life. What if I die tomorrow? Will I regret? Its time for me to do some serious thinking...

最近看了一本令我获益不浅的书。书名就是以上的题目。作者是吴九箴。说的都是佛教理论可是都很生活化，很一针见血。让我可以用不一样的角度去看待每个考验。有兴趣者可以上他的网站看看。http://blog.yam.com/samadhi

最近，生活里充满了考验。对人对事都在考验着我的忍耐度。但愿我有充分的智慧去渡过每个考验。时间将会是我最好的见证者。。

Lately I've been kinda impatient, tired of waiting. Waiting for things and waiting for people. Do you know that making someone wait is actually killing that someone? If Life = Time , thus wasting TIME = wasting LIFE, so you are killing someone's life by making them wait! I know sometimes things are not perfect and accident happens, etc. but at least try to make an effort to have a good time management! I really dont like to wait therefore I dont like to make people wait for me either. And waiting is really a waste! So, for those ppl/friends who know me, please dont make me wait! Thousand thanks from me!

I was being infected by eczema (aka 风膜)lately. I still dont know what triggered it but according to doctor, it might be cause by seafood. May be I am allergy to some kind of seafood or may be the seafood has too much chemical and the body couldnt take it. However, the Chinese Singse says that my body is weak thats why the eczema came. Any how, both doctors asked me to take vegetarian to detox my body. Luckily, I'm recovering after 4 days of scratching n itchying. It is really not a good experience...

I saw this story from a friend's e-mail but its in chinese, i shall translate to english, 很久很久以前,谎言和真实在河边洗澡,谎言先洗好,穿了真实的衣服离开,真实却不肯穿谎言的衣服.后来,在人们的眼里,只有穿着真实衣服的谎言,却很难接受赤裸裸的真实...in english: Long long ago, LIE and TRUTH went to the river to take bath, LIE finish bathing first and wore TRUTH's clothes and left. But TRUTH doesnt want to wear LIE's clothes. Later, in our view, there is only LIE that wore TRUTH's clothes, but cant accept the NAKED TRUTH....
Cool story rite? I think this a good sacarstic story :-)

我的房间有再次的被鲜艳的红漆装饰着。我不明白为什么有些人可以这么得不念亲情，出卖亲人？

I have a friend who doesn't like people gossipping about her stuffs... but hey, who will like this kind of things? but none of us could resist gossipping on other people's stuffs... n so, a mutual friend of us just like to talk, well not in a bad way. but when u seem to chat with other people about another people's stuffs.. this things will eventually get twisted. And some how things turn out to be ugly and all. So, now as a mutual friend of them i'm abit hard to deal with it. Coz i cant do much. So, the best way i think i to refrain from seeing either of them n updating neither of them. I dont know how's the future gonna be.. I guess this is one of the bad result when you try to gossip too much.... Sighs....

I've bought a decent second hand car for myself. Its a 2005 Toyota VIOS 1.5E. It is still in pretty good condition. I think it does worth the buy n the extra cash... After all... I wont know when will be the next time I'll be buying my next car. So, this will be my long term use. My old car, which is the Datsun 120Y is still with me the car is 31years old now. But I still like it, it doesnt have much problem, and I do have a lot of good old times with this car. So, I'll still take good care of it... May be will find a chance to "Pimp My Ride" hehe... And so, with new car.. there is new responsibilities... So, there goes my savings...

I hope everyone will have a great year ahead =) Haven't update this page for a long time. Well, I've changed my Job... doing dubbing now, its a stable job. So, I could have more time for myself. To do the things I need to do and the things I have been wanting to do, like getting my rusty fingers to play again. May be get my self in a healthier condition. Lots of discipline needed for all these things. So, we'll see.. That's it for now. Good luck everyone =)